Creepyy

It's been a busy week. I'm just done with my Physic mid-term. Biology mid-term was done on last Saturday and Probability and Statistic was on the 10th of March. What is left is only Fundamental of Math which will be on Wed! Can't wait to get my beauty sleep. Haihh. With all the exam going on, my sleeping schedule was definitely a mess. Been sleeping like a pig on the afternoon and become a night owl at night. Well, since I'm having my Physic today, I woke up at 2 in the morning last night for my last minute revision. You know, me and physic. We can never get along. So, it's 2 am and the bed is so freaking comfy with the drizzly rain outside, I swear it was so difficult to get out of bed. But a student got to do what a student need. Woke up and went to the kitchen to boil some hot water to make milo when I spotted two Indian guys outside the corridor. I'm not suspicious at first but then it started to get really creepy when they keep pointing down below and peeped. I was so freaking scared that they would see me. Got to thank the housemates for the hanging pans and pots on the kitchen's window. They really saved my life last night. It was pwetty obvious right now that they are peeping someone down below there and it happens to be the window that they are peeping was a toilet's window. Why like that kind of people also got one?! Sipek hiao! Let me tell you something, even if you're freaking hiao, go find your free show somewhere better la. Be a little high class. There's plenty of porn videos out there with freaking sexy ladies that are willing to show. It's so low to peep at someone while they're bathing. But thank god la, they didn't record it. I was so shocked. Never in my mind thought that the world is so scary. What if there's someone that peep me too while I'm taking a shower? Please, girls out there, I beg you to be very very careful with your surroundings. If it happens on this particular girl today, who know when's our turn?

When I came back after class just now, I went to see what the two Indian guy really peeped at. And so there's a girl doing her laundry in the same house with the open toilet's window. I called her and told her what happen with broken English and Mandarin, macam itik and ayam. Asked her to be careful and closed the toilet's window. I'm not trying to boast myself. I help her with the hope that someday, someone will help me in turn. We don't live in this world alone. We live in a community and by community, we help to look out for each other. And if every single girl out there are more careful, perhaps rapping cases or such can be reduced. What is there with the little effort of reminding someone to be careful? It's not like I have wasted any penny for the words of advice. And by doing that also, I felt very happy knowing that I did something good today and the girl would be careful from now on. And even if she's taking my advice and decided to flaunt her valuable assets for everyone, it doesn't matters to me as long as I don't feel guilty for not telling her. Happiness can comes from all forms and by doing good deeds are one of them.

And Sha has been telling me her creepy incident with a Nigerian guy at McD. To cut the story short, the guy was staring at her all the time and even followed her to the toilets and waited in front of the toilet for 15 minutes. That would really freak me out if it happens to me. Thank god, Sha was not alone at that time. Today, Sha told me, an international student confessed his love for her. I really laughed out loud. The guy said it was love at first sight. Muahahaha. And they just knew each other for 3 days! Yeah, love is blind but then at some point, I can't help but to think that it was Sha's actions that lead him for something else. For instance, you never approve a stranger's friend request whom you just meet 3 days ago. For most people, Facebook is really a private things where you share almost everything like your daily activities, your personal details and such. So how can you let strangers in so easily. Sipek creepy. After hearing Sha's little incident at McD, each time I enter the lift, I would pray that no Nigerian guy enter with me. So far, so good and hopes it remain till the end of the year.

Physic test was okay. I know how to do but I'm not confident with my answer. The weird feeling as if it is wrong but I don't know what's wrong. The worst part would be the last question on the 5 principles of kinetic-molecular theory. I totally left that part blank. Great job, Karen. Way to score for Physic! The full marks was 50 so lets just aim for 35. When can Physic be like Biology? I used to be so sucked as Biology. When you're in Form 4, Biology, Physic and Chemistry was introduced and you don't older siblings to advice you on which subjects should go for tuition and such and just taking advice from friends with older siblings. They kept saying that Biology was easy and such but then in every exam, they cheated. Well, I was included also la. I'm not saying I'm the good student. Form 4 was an exciting year. Cheating in class and not get caught. How much better can your high school days be? Think back, how can the teachers be so blind? It was freaking obvious that the whole class cheated. Well, majority. A common sight if you're living with kia su people. You don't cheat, they cheat and get good result and you have to end up changing classes at the end of the year. That what's every students fear of. Downgrading of class. So I cheated, my friend betrayed us and report to the teacher. Me and bestie were so ashamed of ourself that we went for Biology's tuition the whole December holiday and vowed scored in Biology. Well deep down, I thanked the traitor for exposing us for not I shall never did so brilliantly in Biology. Imagine from E grade, I went to A- in SPM and it was all my hard work. No cheating. The appreciation really and solely goes to one teacher that I shall be thankful for, Cikgu Rohayah. She may not know that she is the reason to why I am so in love with Bio but her name shall forever be in my mind. Like they said, ribuan terima kasih!! Mwah mwah.

Life is so unfair. Whilst I'm struggling here with mid-term and test, Mum and the rest are going to Hong Kong Disneyland with the rest of extended family. And they are going for a week! I'm just rot to death here alone. Sipek jealous. Who don't want to go to Disneyland? No matter how old you are, you still wanna go Disneyland. That's where magic happens. I guess older, as in age people went there to reminiscence their childhood. Like seeing Mickey mouse, Princess Jasmine and such, we're reminded of how beautiful and wonderful our childhood is. It also explains why thesedays, producer loved to produce movies like 'Alice in Wonderland', 'Mirror Mirror' etc. It all reminds us of our happy childhood days. Mum just have to buy lots of stuff for me as compensation then. =D

 

And so, it's into 9 days since the MH370 is missing. "Where could the plane as big as that be?" is the question that is still lingering around everyone's mind. How are the passengers and cabin crew? Are they still alive? Well, we definitely hope and pray for good news. Only after a week that the Malaysian's government confirmed that it's hijacking. The hell? After a week? Gosh, I don't have comment on that. It's very obvious that it's hijacking from the start! You have stolen passports for god sake. The council that's handling the matter is so lack of imagination and hypothesis. Perhaps they should watch more movies like the Con Air. The one where the flight was supposed to transport high profile criminals to somewhere and in the middle of the flight, the prisoners created riot and took over the plane. Thou it was a really really old movie as in 1997, it was one of my favorite for it showed that there are good criminal too. Poe the main actor, was sentenced to prison because he killed a drunk man who assaulted his pregnant wife. Well, it's more like defense but then killing is still a crime.

And while the #MH370 is trending, here comes attention seekers. There have been fake Twitter account of the pilot's daughter, the touching Whatapps message of a daughter to her mother who is a cabin crew and such. Suddenly, everyone's claiming that they knew the passengers on boards. They happen to be cousins, neighbors, friends and such. Please la. Stop it. So low of you to gain popularity is times like this. And the media that interviewed the family members and such. I don't think it's a wise choice. Yes, you're doing your job but then why do you go disturb the family members at bad times like this, asking how they felt etc. As if it make any difference. The most controversial news at the moment was the bomoh or the shaman  who did his spiritual acts at KLIA. People have been condemning him to put a shame on Malaysia and such but then if he really has the power to locate the flight, why not? Till today, science and technology still can't prove the existence of God. But do God exist? Yes! If he's who he claim he is, then let him do his job. I don't see how this really put a shame on Malaysia. If the shaman did indeed found the plane, he would be crown as a hero. But sadly, he does not. It's funny how the society judge you. You succeed, you're a hero, you fail, you're a shame. You know what's shameful? The fact that our Minister of Civil Aviation, Datuk Azaharudin speak broken English at press conference with international and local media. That is my opinion is more shameful than the shaman act. You as a minister, can't even speak a proper English and yet dare you present yourself at a press conference! Balik kampong la!

As for 13 March, here's the list of the countries that have been helping in the search.

Much gratitude

 

And to our heroes and heroines that gave their best to the mission

Salute!!

 

#MH370

 

A touching video for #MH370

 

"MH370, we hope the radar can see you. If you copy, keep flying at your current height until you reach your destination. We'll clear the way for you. Everybody is more than happy to let you be the first to land. The sky is clear, with temperature in Beijing at five degrees Celsius, a little bit cold. Please wear your coats to keep warm. Remember to hug your family and friends after you disembark. They love you, they really do."

 

I felt very angry with our government, not just over MH370 but also the way they have run this country all these years, doing what they like, arrogant as hell and not taking responsibility for all the nefarious things that they have done. Their control over everything and all their agencies and goons including the Immigration and the Judiciary have come back to bite them in the backside HARD! And the sins of their past have culminated in this shit we're in now regarding MH370. This could turn out to be the biggest disaster of this century. Politically, the volcano is boiling and seething underneath. Thinking about the hostages and felt their anguish and their terror. My heart goes out to them. There were children on board. If it was the PM's close family members that were on board, I bet with everything that I have that he would have gone high and low to search for the plane and not having time to sit at the mamak's shop sipping his coffee or buying RM 1 per kilo chicken at the market.

Now we known that they flew for another 5 hours. How horrible, how terrifying that must have been. They must have prayed and prayed, that surely, surely, they would be rescued. There are 239 people on board and its a huge modern plane. The whole world would know and search for them. And when they touch down, the authorities would be there to save them and their ordeal would be over. They must have prayed like that. But its 9 days on now. No one has come to save them. The plane has reached its destination. It is now hidden in a disused hangar in some abandoned airfield somewhere and I hope its not in Kazakhstan/Turkmenistan/Afghanistan/Iran. That would have been a very bad news. It has probably even been refueled too, ready for Act II of this unfolding tragedy.

Families are hoping that their loved ones are still alive. On the one hand, I hope with them too that they will see their loved ones again but, how are the passengers doing now? How are they feeling? How are they being treated? I know for a fact they wouldn't have been put up in a 5-star hotel. God, please, if they are still alive, have mercy on their souls. The really scary part is that if it's hijacking, why no one has asked for ransom? Obviously, these hijackers are not interested in money. No, they want something else.

CNN has reported that the plane was handpicked by the hijackers. They have been observing and planning for months. They handpicked the pilot for his ability and experience at flying. He was an A1 pilot, passionate about aviation, he even had a flight simulator at home and he would invite friends over to have a go. Nothing wrong with that but somebody noticed. Who knew he would be flying this plane at this time (under cover of night) and this date and on this route? Was there an inside job? The hijacking was not done by 1 or 2 people, there is a whole underground network involved. And those 2 Iranians? Were they just attempting to migrate and had nothing to do with this? Why did immigration let them through? Were they just lax or was it all planned? And what about the cabin crew? The passengers?  Who knew the passenger and crew list? This can of worms is getting bigger and deeper by the day. Its gonna blow up in our faces. And I am scared.

Police officers are now tracking and checking the pilot's background and public are already condemn him. Is it a sin to have a flight simulator at home? In my opinion, it just show how much he loves his job. What? If you're a playing a flight simulator game at home, does that mean, you're planning to hijack a plane? So for the sake of everyone, please stop making conclusions until there's valid evidence to that. Think of how hurtful of his family members to hear or read negative comments about him. If anything, save that energy and prayed more for their safety. Thou I doubted that the government is gonna revealed if there's evidence to it. Malaysian government hides lots of stuff from us all. And guess what, I need to get a clearer view by watching CNN news and not Astro Awani anymore.

Going back in a week time by flight. I would be lying if I said I'm not afraid. Hell. I'm so traumatized that I plan to cancel my flight and just take the bus. Well if they were to hijack a bus, it would be found easier. What if they plan another hijack? What if something happens to me? What if I don't reached home safely? Imagine biding goodbye to your family members with the hope of coming back them soon, but then to never be back again. Imagine how devastated they would be. I told mum, I don't wanna die without a tomb. I don't wanna have a mass grave for my body exploded till pieces. I'm scared! I'm traumatized! We'll see how it goes by then.

 

Life update:

 

Have you ever take a selfie and wondered why am I so pwetty in pictures?

It's like you're someone new in the photo.

Someone you don't recognized.

Someone that's not you.

 

It just remind me that we are all pwetty in our ways.

We don't need others to judge us for they don't have the right to.

We are the judge or ourself!

 

Loving my long hair thou it's very troublesome at times like washing

=)

 

#FirstWorldProblems

I can't never have a perfectly nice nails coz I tended to peel my nails when I'm nervous.

And it gets worst during exam week!

 

I think this is it. Am so tired right now. I've never written something this long right? So this shall be the first. Haven't sleep in 14 hours. Bless me for I don't know the reason why am I still in front of the lappy to have this entry written when every parts of my body ache to rest.

 

"Still praying. Still wishing for the best.

Our country might not be perfect but this incident has only made me (me too) feel more patriotic.

To negative people out there, please just zip it. Thank you very much" - Marion Caunter

 

XOXO~